Instathoughts

My journey with instagram and thoughts about photography. 

I’ve set up an Instagram account specifically for photography; to post and to follow.

So far its been a very positive experience. I’m not particularly fond of social media so its not something that comes naturally. I do however appreciate it can be a positive tool if used in the right way to suit the individual. 

Instagram gives me a space to explore and experiment on my journey. I feel like I’m 100 miles away from  knowing myself as a photographer; I don’t have a specific genre or style yet. Maybe I never will. However I have observed photographers do have a certain style, which in turns generally fits into a genre. 

 It gives me a good feel of the photography that I’m drawn to. It gives me a sense of what I like, of what sparks an emotional response…of what doesn’t but I can appreciate work that are technically great to look atetc.

Gives me a chance to see what people respond to and like.This has provided affirmation and a few surprises. I’m interested in throwing afew curve balls to see how people re-act.

I was hesitant to put up my Instagram photos but I came to the conclusion that its been an integral part of my learning and enthusiasm since starting the course. Plus I guess it also gives me an opportunity to share work beyond the assignments.

Here is a random selection 11/12/18. 

Ramblings

I want to write some thoughts down as I explore.

Nature provides us with beauty. People provides us with beauty. 

This is relatively easy to catch in photography. (is it? not always)

I think I’m more interested in trying to find beauty in photography. Trying to find beauty in man made structures, in concrete, in lines, shapes. Beauty in the everyday. 

No one will ever take that image every again.
Despite the obscene volume of photo’s being taken across the world every single day…each image is unique….even if of the same subject. 

Just like time. once that moments gone, its gone forever.

Each image is uniquely personal to whoever took the photo. No one will ever be able to take that picture again. 

Is there such a bad thing as a bad photo? Technically yes. Emotionally I argue no every photo demands respect? 


The portrait

Project 1 – Activity, depth and distance

Exercise 2.1

For this exercise we had to research the work of Karl Blossfeldt. I found his work fascinating; the beauty and symmetry from ‘everyday’ plants, seeds and weeds. I love the way that some of the images take your imagination away from what the object actually are.

I went to the park at the back of my house to gather different weeds/plants. Lots of the plants were dying due to the time of the year, which I thought was great. It wasn’t in keeping with Blossfeldt’s work but I didn’t have the time to search for perfect symmetrical leaves. I liked the fact they were dying because I though they made them more visually interesting and less cliché.

I used the same technique of Bloomfeldt of holding the plants far enough away from the background to eliminate any shadows. In Lightroom I was able to play around with exposure and contrast to ensure the background was totally white.

I chose to show black and white, as well as colour, as I fee the images look a little more abstract, which I like.

Black and White

Overall I’m really pleased with how they look, especially the plant that is obviously diseased. I also like the way that the light has hit different plants of the leaves in different ways.

Exercise 2.2 – People and activity

For this next exercise we had to choose an activity which involved people. Once again I chose a subject with an emotional connection.

I own and run a care company, providing independent living support for adults with disabilities. Our main client group are high functioning young adults..

Every Tuesday we organise ‘The Hub’. At the hub the guys have different activities put on, mainly around independent living skills, but also just to have fun and meet with friends. Our staff play a massive role in its success so I felt it appropriate to include them.

On the Tuesday I went the activities were meditation and pumpkin carving.

I explored the photographer’s referenced in the manual. I guessed what I chose as my activity would help dictate what style I went for. It felt right to concentrate on the works of Tish Murtha. I liked her style. and humour in her work. It told a story of what times were like back then.

Despite not growing up in the type of conditions she documents in her work, I felt a sense of connection from when I was growing up…roaming the streets, exploring the area where I has brought up, meeting up with other kids, getting up to mischief etc.

My photo’s are only like Tish’s work in their candid style and that they are black and white. I had no significant/meaningful landscapes to set the photos against.

Below are photos of the people who we support and of the staff.

*I have gained consent off all to publish photos on this site.

The process

I took along my Fiji with a 50mm prime lens and the 18mm-45mm kit lens. I also took my Nikon with a 80mm-300mm.

I took along a zoom because I wasn’t quite sure if people were going to relax, so wanted the option of ‘being in the background’. As it turns out the space was quite compact so having the zoom didn’t really benefit.

The morning was a bit of a struggle with the lighting. I purposely didn’t want to use flash as some of the people we support with autism struggle with sensory changes.

I took a lot of photo’s. I wasn’t happy with a lot of them as they were technically flawed due to not getting the lighting/exposure right. There was a lot of ‘movement’ in the photos which I didn’t really want.

However when I switched to my 50mm prime lens I started to get the exposure and lighting right.

People were very receptive to me taking photos. And as the day went on they become more relaxed. I also became more relaxed…. after switching over to the 50mm lens!

The results

I went for the candid style of Tish Murtha.

I feel the pictures reflect more of a sense of people’s personalities as opposed to the activity they were doing. I’m not sure that was the brief, but I am pleased with the final photo’s.

Part 1. Assignment 1. Traces

For this Assignment we were asked to;

make a series of photographs that focus on and emphasize the traces that human kind leaves behind. If you’re lucky, and observant, your images may portray a palpable sense of their absence. 

I originally went down the rubbish/recycling route. There’s been an awful lot of news regarding plastic bottles and how this was adversely effecting the oceans. I explored some artists for some inspiration.

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I found the above image (sorry lost the references) which was pretty cool. However I never really explored this too far as I was distracted by the following;

One day I was listening to one of my favourite songs; Radiohead’s Fake Plastic Trees…. this took me down a road which would eventually influence my final photographs.

Workings

As you may be able to work out from my workings above it gave me some new ideas;

  • Traces of what someone ‘used to be’. Old people have such depth; physically and historically. I wanted to explore if you could still see traces of a former life. In my head I thought about an old surgeon (from the lyrics); would you be able to work out if he/she was by where they lived, clothes they dressed in etc? Thought it may be cool to go to an old peoples home, ask around, see if any obvious signs.
  • Death; people leave behind traces of their existence when they pass away. This gave me a couple of ideas;

I’ve always been really intrigued, visually and emotionally, when people leave flowers by the side of the road where somewhere has passed away. If its a spot you regularly pass sometimes a story will develop. You will notice when the flowers start to die…sometimes they’re replaced, sometimes they will just die away. Certain times of the year they may be replaced, I would assume on a important anniversary. Very rarely will the flowers be replaced for years. What happens emotionally for it to stop; does it prolong the pain? has the person putting them there passed away?

I came across these flowers in the Hight Street.. It was really moving. I felt uncomfortable taking the photos… I felt a bit like a voyeur on someone’s grief…taking photos for my own needs when something tragic has happened. This, along with there being no guarantees, within my timescales, of any flowers being any where around Exeter, I decided to leave this project for now.


So I ended up with the following… My mum passed away a couple of years ago.. It stills feels pretty raw and its probably safe to say I’m still grieving . I wanted to embrace this as I remembered when Trent Parke talked about the emotional side of photography; the photo’s having you in them.

We obviously have some of her ‘stuff’ around the house…she has left behind traces of her existence.

I researched Chloe Juno’s work https://www.instagram.com/chloejuno specifically her ‘Someone’s Rubbish’ collection, which you can find on her Instagram account. I really liked her style; I thought her work was funny, I liked the use of colours and I loved the ‘everyday’ items that she used. It almost feels like Martin Parr’s style but without people. I decided to use her work as a basis for my project.

With my work I wanted to photograph the everyday items we have kicking around the house that belonged to my mum. I didn’t want to over dramatize it and have something really sentimental. I wanted to try and have a little humour in there if possible.
Juxtaposed to any humour in the items, there is an obvious dark side and sadness to these items. So I tried to portray this in the style of the photo’s, also using some of the techniques I had learnt on the course.

I wasn’t able to take these items outside so I set up a little homemade studio (after watching lots of different YouTube video’s!). This meant that the photo’s were quite stylised and lost their ‘everyday’ feel that you find in Chloe Juno’s work

I went for a black background, using a low light and using very high contrast to create a ‘sombre’ feeling. I tried to place the items at slightly different angles, where possible, so they weren’t ‘perfect’. As the situation is far form perfect.

I wanted the lighting to reflect the situation. Its mostly a dark situation (in this stage of my grieving), but I cant and don’t want to forget the light that she left behind.
The items are all pretty naff…she loved naff! Everyday items, such as ones used by Chloe Juno in her work. She also loved to make things; birthday cards etc. She was not a Buddhist.

I’ve actually been able to connect with Chloe Juno on Instagram and we’ve chatted about her work and my project. It’s really valuable learning that these great photographer’s are accessible to us, and are very happy and willing to give feedback.

Anyway…here’s the final photo’s;


Technically I’m quite happy with how they look. I didn’t have to do too much in photoshop; few crops, increasing contrast for a blacker background.

There’s a little bit of inconsistency with the lighting. I used natural lighting, which changed throughout the day. With doing other stuff around the house on the day, I kept on having to come back to take photo’s. In an ideal world I would have been highly organised and made sure I banged them out in a short 10/20 minute period.

Cont…

I couldn’t quite leave it there… I wanted to experiment with taking photo’s of the objects in their natural setting and also taking them in the direct style of Chloe Juno.

Natural Setting

 

 

Influenced by the style of Chloe Juno work ‘Someone’s Rubbish’

 

I’m fairly happy with these photo’s. I think I’ve kind of got the style right with Chloe Juno’s work. It was hard as I was being influenced by ‘Someone’s Rubbish’ but these objects are far from rubbish to me. I probably thought about the background a little bit more than Chloe does.

The Natural Setting photo’s are as they are….nothing special, although I feel it is good to see them in their natural setting.

Both lacked any symbolism through their settings and techniques that I felt the main photos had.

Part 1. Landscapes and environments

On this page: Project 1, 2 and 3 + Exercises

Project 1 100 Photos

For this project your task is to make 100 photographs in 30 minutes. You can choose to shoot in any environment you like, inside or outside. You can shoot in your own home or in a public space. But do it now! Working quickly and productively can help turn off the ‘inner critic’. 
Vary the subject and shoot a variety of close and wide shots. Make conscious use of the frame to create compositions that balance shapes and tones. Use wide-angle and telephoto focal lengths, and move around the subjects. Think in terms of visual effect and take as many different framings, angles (high, low, birdseye, ant’s perspective, etc.) and viewpoints as you can.
Time yourself: you have 30 minutes to make 100 photos! Don’t think too much. This isn’t about quality, it’s about quantity. Stop after 30 minutes.

I did as the brief instructed…I quickly chose a location; our bathroom.

I knew that it would be a difficult location. I was ok with this as I knew it would challenge me. I liked that there were no ‘nice’ shots on a plate for me.

The bathroom had no people in. There was no drama in there for me to capture…quite unusual for our family… This would add to the challenge. It was also clean and tidy.

I immediately knew that some of the photo’s would be abstract; this was a good thing. I like abstract photography. I could see there were some good lines and shapes to photograph.

I decided that I wouldn’t use a flash. Bathrooms are generally quite dark, however due to the time of the day and the location of the sun, plus the bathroom being white, it wasn’t too bad. I set the ISO to 800 to give me a little help.

I wanted to use this exercise to play with aperture and exposure. Specifically having a higher aperture to minimise the depth of field. This was due to taking a lot of close up shots. I knew that this would help me make some of the shots more interesting.

I did have the final assignment in the back of my head as well…. Its pretty gross but everyone leaves traces in the bathroom…hair, skin, excrement… bathrooms are also full of beauty products; traces of age, of former beauty…


Project 2 Shadows

‘I am forever chasing light. Light turns the ordinary into the magical’. Trent Parke.

For our next project we were asked to explore light and shadows.

This project involves hunting for strong shadows and highlights in either an outdoor environment lit by strong sunlight. On a clear day, the hours after sunrise and before sunset when the sun is low on the horizon are useful for this kind of light. If it’s been raining recently, you’ll also find more reflections and highlights. Try to make pictures with feeling.

It recommended having a look at the photographer Trent Parke. See below for my initial thoughts.

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I like the fact that he crosses many different genres… it feels like his work could have been photographed by lots of different photographers. There are images that look documentary, abstract and even mystical.

The first thing that stands out for me is the stark contrast. You cannot get away from it. It hits you.

His work relies on light to give shadows, reflections, contrast and in turn; drama

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Listening to him in interviews he has a deep passion for creating drama through his photographs. He wants to photograph ‘life’ as he see’s it, in that moment. Light adds to the drama.

Its also interesting to hear him talk about how his photographs have ‘him’ in them. Where he comes from, what he loves, what inspires him etc etc run through all his work.

For the first set of photo’s I chose a Sunday morning when the sun was out. I headed into the town centre and an industrial estate close to my house, around 7.30 am. I didn’t have any plans apart from photographing light/shadows…regardless of where they showed themselves.

I also used this project as an opportunity to experiment using black and white and contrast/brightness in Photoshop.

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I like this picture because the shadow kind of looks like a birds footprint.

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Sculpture outside the Courthouse. Not as much contrast as I would have liked.

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John.

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Three wise men. They are actually 3 trees creating the shadows. But they were 3 very wise trees.

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I like this picture for all the lines created by the scaffold and the light.

The next two are the same picture. I think they illustrate that black and white isn’t always the answer…something I admit I had in my head on embarking on this shoot. I explore this in a few more photo’s later on.

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The next set of pictures I took when I got home on the same morning. Once again I had no specific idea of what I wanted to take pictures of. I just searched where there was sunlight coming into the house.

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Dog cage. The sun created shadows here, but also brought out a brilliant colour from the tiles.

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Once again I have shown two versions of the same photo. The reds and the warmth created by the sun on the wood definitely make the colour photo my favourite.

This photo really showed me how such a ‘boring’ subject can be brought to life with light, so that it becomes much more interesting.

This sunlight was coming through our pane of glass above the front door and hitting the sideboard. I love the warmth the sunshine gives the pine. There is almost a fiery feel to it.

I asked my daughter to sit in the light coming through. As you can see she didn’t like the strong light hitting her face. I like this as it adds a little drama to the photo.

If I only saw the photo’s in black and white I would have been relatively happy with them. However seeing the colour photo’s I think I prefer these; the warm glow, the fire like shadows and the atmosphere.

*The next collection  of photo’s were taken on my Samsung smart phone.

I went to watch The Arctic Monkey’s at the Manchester Arena last week. The security was very high so I didn’t even attempt to take my SLR camera in.

I’ve added photo’s as a slideshow as an experiment using different tools on WordPress.

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I’m really happy with how I was able to use light to get some non traditional gig photos. Obviously the lighting plays a major part in most music gigs. The Arctic Monkey’s often used light for dramatic effect.

I was fascinated by the roof of the arena, and how it was being lit up. I hope this has been captured.

My last photo’s for this project are of my daughter. I wanted to have a play around with artificial light… it was really hard without a tripod! I know, I need to buy a new one. Obviously with the exposure time extended I had to hope for stillness..most were blurred, however I did manage to capture a few.

As you can see in the second picture I was playing around with different effects in photoshop.

Shadows Part II

So I guess the beauty of this being a ‘log’ and the course having no strict timescales is that I don’t have to let things go until I’m ready…

Two things happened over the past 2 weeks which meant that I continued to explore light/shadows; I started reading and watching a lot of an English photographer called Sean Tucker http://www.seantucker.photographer/street. He has quite a few tutorial videos online, but more importantly he is a photographer who loves taking photos of light and shade…very similar to Trent Parke in many ways…in my opinion maybe not quite as dramatic, maybe a bit more aesthetic..

Sean Tucker. http://www.seantucker.photographer/street

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Sean Tucker. http://www.seantucker.photographer/street

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The second thing that happened is that we have had some amazing sunny days down in Devon. The sky has been so blue… I needed to explore…

Notes on Street Photography… I cant deny that bringing out my camera in the town centre induces some anxieties. Its not a comfortable feeling. I’m determined to get comfortable with it…. I know this will only happen the more I do it. So I decided to use my phone…I wanted to concentrate on exploring light, not worrying about upsetting people!

Exeter 26.9.18

I knew after this day that I’m drawn to lines, shapes and patterns. Especially ones created by light.

However I think that people add an additional dialogue to the pictures. It feels as though I have two projects in one in the above photos. I would like to explore them individually over time.

I decided straight away to not be afraid of large areas of shadow/black… which feels a bit weird for me…not sure why?

I found a photographer called Mark Fearnley http://www.markfearnley.co.uk His work really resonated with me…and mirrored the type of photography that really interested me when I was out and about…shadows and lines!

http://www.markfearnley.co.uk

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http://www.markfearnley.co.uk

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Bristol 29.9.18

I had a couple of hours in Bristol on a Saturday morning. I had a hangover so my anxieties were heightened…As you can see I avoided people on this day! Proves the importance of planning. However the picture below is one of my favourites over the past week. The guy is actually walking away, however it’s not that clear and it kind of looks like he’s lingering…adding a little bit of drama. I love the Bono reference as well. U2 were the first band I got totally obsessed with as a teenager, so he/they will always have a place in my heart.

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Picture analysis Red Bridge, Okawa

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Soft light landscapes

I found this exercise frustrating due to every time I went out on an overcast day the sun came out!

I do think the frustrations helped me learn and understand more about exposure times in different weather conditions and how light has a MASSIVE effect on the photo’s you take. I appreciate that’s a obvious comment…but this has really highlighted it for me.

Due to it not being a totally overcast day I was unable to increase exposure times beyond 1/40 secs, meaning I wasn’t able to capture any ‘movement’ in the photo.

Working on an aperture of f22 made it harder to decrease shutter speed. Maybe I should have increased my ISO to help me out a bit.

The first photo below had more contrast. I achieved this by dragging the middle slider on the levels chart to the right. It looks ‘flat’ to me. There is no dramatic contrast that you get with shadows from bright sunshine. In fact there’s no shadows at all…but im guessing this was one of the points of the exercise.

The photo still looks ‘real’.

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I was interested in how sliding the levels to the left, therefore over exposing, changed the feel of the next two photos;

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street view version_3 b&w

I think that by editing the photo so that it is slightly overexposed gave them a 50’s feel, especially the black and white picture. Obviously this is helped by the 50’s architecture, but even so, I was pleasantly surprised.

Project 3 Stillness and movement

exercise 1.10 Shutter Speed

exercise 1.11 Capturing stillness and movement

As instructed I needed to explore movement and stillness. It stated very clearly to avoid clichés.

We were asked to explore the work of Toshio Shibata. We had already explored his famous Red Bridge photograph. We were asked to look at how he uses lines, angles, shapes and forms, and how we humans interact with our environment.

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So my ramblings above took me down a few different paths, a few cul-de-sacs. However I like the idea of Chaos. Something more extreme, more dramatic. I’m picking up through my learning so far the importance of creating drama within photography and the ability to make the image more than ‘just an image’.

I thought about people, how we live our lives and how life has become chaotic for most people. This can be magnified if you happen to live in a big city. Every idea I thought of was a little cliché in my mind; traffic, rush hour etc. I also don’t live in a big city so….

I stumbled, via my ramblings, to start thinking about trains. I remembered what its like to stand near a train that’s going past you at full speed; its loud, scary and pretty brutal. My brain always takes me to the damage that could be done…to humans and to anything else it hit. Its a massive heavy man made piece of metal travelling at 100 miles per hour… here was my chaos/drama.

I then started to think about Toshio Shibata’s work and imagined how photographing the tracks from above could start to look abstract and uniformed. The initial issue I had was trying to come up with how I could position the images against ‘stillness’. I remembered that I often go a bike ride that follows a train track which runs parallel with the Exe Estuary.

My first thoughts were to take photo’s from a bridge, looking down at the train travelling past at full speed. I wanted to capture the force/movement of the train and try and capture the estuary.

* Exposure alert! I had an absolute nightmare trying to get a long exposure without over exposing the photo. I just couldn’t get it right. It was an overcast day, but the cloud was low and it was still fairly light, I also figured that by being by the estuary/sea would have created extra light with the sun bouncing off the water?

I have since done further research and its a very common problem. There are Neutral Density Filters which can really help with this issue. I look forward to experimenting with them.

This image below is the only one I’m kind of happy with from this position. I like it because of the colours created by the train. There’s a little bit of drama, and I think I’ve completed the brief. The composition is ok, but you can see its very over exposed. I played with it in photoshop to try and save it, but it didn’t really work.

*Note; I’ve found it a lot easier to ‘save’ images that are slightly under exposed and over exposed

from bridge

The next series of photo’s I have called Blurred Trains.

I was walking back to the car and there was a whole in the fence next to the tracks. On the other side of the tracks was the estuary, so I thought I’d take an photo from this position.

I was able to capture the movement of the train and the stillness of the estuary which I was really pleased with.

I like the way the train is blurred giving it an abstract feel, almost as if it could be a painting. I like the way the lines from the blurred train frame the background.

I feel there are references to the work of Toshio Shibata in these photos; the clean lines of the metal, the rocks in series 2, the blur of the train (instead of the water), the flatness and graininess of the backdrop.

On a technical level it would be great to achieve much greater clarity of the boats on the water. The water looks grainy and slightly out of focus. I could lie and say this is what I wanted to help create a sense of gloom and uncertainty…but.

I have included my favourite photo from each series and I have also added a slideshow of each series to give the series a sense of movement.

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Blurred Trains Series 1

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Blurred Trains Series 2

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Blurred Train Series 3

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